I’ve loved you forever, since the moment we met…

I don’t know what happened, I suddenly let…

Conspiracies and dark thoughts run through my brain…

And then I found out I was going insane…

You didn’t deserve it you just didn’t know…

What you could do before it swallowed us whole…

You tried and you tried giving chance after chance…

I failed to see it, took a stubborn stance…

What did I know, I was partially blind…

Acting on impulse and leaving behind…

The love of my life still making excuses…

They are now thinly veiled two-party abuses…

I wish I could take it, all fucking back…

I’ll love you always, while dealing with that…

But I don’t deserve it from any damn angle…

For what good does the devil deserve from an angel…

Mark Lopez